The anguish and the agony of having to renounce the lifelong 
convictions of one's heart.The surreal horror to know that it was all a lie!
For the 33 years that I was a J-ho,the central theme of discussion among active Jehovah's Witnesses was their inescapable mortality.Here i am 47 years old and the onset and onrush of middle-age can be overwhelming and devastating.
When they die they don't go to heaven.
Many like myself,squandered our youth for the Watchtower.Years of are vital prime spent in the Borg are gone now forever.
GROWING OLD IN THE WATCHTOWER'S "SPIRITUAL PARADISE"
Here it is friends in the year 2004.We are well into the 21st century.How are you coping?When i was conceived in 1956,my pioneer parents were reviled by the 'friends' for getting 'knocked up'.The end of this deplorable ole wicked world,was so close how dare they!The JW missionary's,from old Bridgewater Mass.USA .Who recruited my clan,also knocked themselves up with a beautiful baby girl.For this they never forgave themselves and were guilt ridden for life.That pioneer couple have turned to dust by now,I'm sure.
Roy A. from the Wilmot Flat New Hampshire USA cong.,had heard a"judge" Rutherford sound truck booming along the road ca.1930'sh and responded to the 'ring of truth'.Roy pioneered to the extent that he had literally spoken to every single family member in his vast territory.
Last I saw him in 1982 he was suffering from multiple disability's due to old age.He was so frugal, to budget his meager pension,EVERYTHING, for his full time pioneering.Rest in peace
,Roy good buddy. 
The same goes for four generations of my family.We SQUANDERED our youthful vitality for a deceptive and demonic cult.
MILLIONS of victims of a conniving cult of greed.Many have No retirement plan or savings to support them.No pension or social security, some are even rendered HOMELESS in the "spiritual paradise"
What will happen to the Watchtower?BE WARNED WHEN THE JUDGMENT COMES, IT WILL START WITH THE HOUSE OF GOD!
Watchtower Whistle Blower www.DannyHaszard.com
Undaunted Danny
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The Surreal JW Horror show our agony and anguish
by Undaunted Danny inthe anguish and the agony of having to renounce the lifelong convictions of one's heart.the surreal horror to know that it was all a lie!
for the 33 years that i was a j-ho,the central theme of discussion among active jehovah's witnesses was their inescapable mortality.here i am 47 years old and the onset and onrush of middle-age can be overwhelming and devastating.
when they die they don't go to heaven.many like myself,squandered our youth for the watchtower.years of are vital prime spent in the borg are gone now forever.
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How Many People Could Invent A Different Same-Forum Persona?
by Englishman inoccasionally, we get people joining the forum who already have an account here.
actually, one somewhat entertaining brit has had dozens of accounts opened and then closed in the last few months.
now i'm not referring to the old days when you might have found, for example, simon and simon 1 in the members list.
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Undaunted Danny
I think one undaunted Danny is all the world can handle.
Watchtower whistle Blower http://www.DannyHaszard.com
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Spending Time With The Family...
by FMZ inyeah, some of you may have recently noticed i am posting here much less than i used to (just as i am about to go jedi too... .
over the past few months, i have become so attached to jwd, mainly due to the fact that it is all the socializing i get while i am at work, that i had began to neglect my family time.
it felt really good the past weekend or two, to just stay in with the kids, or go out with the wife (serenity) and have a few drinks.. as good as it is to associate with ex-jws who know where i am coming from, it is even better to spend some time with those that are close to me.
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I am happy for you mate,nice pics,my JW family clan is MIA still.
Dedicated to my family members, nieces and nephew Lauren, Ashley and Kevin Haszard that have gone missing in the Jehovah's Witnesses. -
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Is Virginity All It's Crack'd Up To Be?
by Englishman inseems to me that in the jw religion, virginity is considered to be an essential requirement for the born-into-its, right up until the time that they get married.
seems to me also, that the jw religion, while condemning fornication generally, sets greater store on females remaining intacto, as opposed to males, what with references to "old towels that any man can wipe his hands on" and the like.
very patriarchal.
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Undaunted Danny
Hey! Sex ain't up to all the fanfare either....
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Pit Bull dogs
by Schizm ini want to start a discussion about pit bull dogs.
i live next door to a new neighbor who owns an american pit bull dog (also a female of the same breed that's just given birth to three pups).
when i'm in the owner's presence the dog allows me to pet him, but when the owner isn't present the dog acts extremely fierce to the point that i'm scared of him.
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Undaunted Danny
More on my pit pull "lady' every night she would jump up on my bed and snuggle next to my all night,esp.in the winter as they have short hair.
She was impeccably loyal to me.She required a heavy choke chain to fetter her as she was a born killer.I could not let her out of my sight for even an instant
I treated her very well and I got her fully grown at the shelter,so I had no part of her puppy training.
That's it.
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Silentlambs.org Uploading WT Documents Drawing Gasps By Denver Audience.
by allpoweredup inpart of email sent out from silentlambs.org regarding jw elders abetting child molestation at watchtower direction:.
william h. bowen addressed the (denver snap) conference on the topic, ?is it possible jw?s are far worse than main stream religion when dealing with child abuse??
never-before-seen material was presented to show the extent of the problem to gasps from the audience.
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Undaunted Danny
I worked out stats that put Jehovah's Witnesses at FOUR TIMES THE PEDOPHILES PER CAPITA AS THE CATHOLIC CHURCH.
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You Might Wanna Share This Info With Your Psych Therapist.....
by Frannie Banannie inpart 1:
jim moyers, ma, mft
(while this article was originally written for psychotherapists working with ex-fundamentalists, it should be helpful for anyone who has been involved with a restrictive religious group.
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Watchtower Society holding personal information / files?
by Celtic ina matter just occurred to me a few minutes ago which was on my mind quite a long while back.. does the local kh and the society hold personal information and/or files about members and/or former members?
if they do, how long do they keep this information?
is this a fully legal practice?.
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Undaunted Danny
All the bleep they got on me is now public info available in mutiple languages.Your as sick as your secrets,I ain't got none.
I have private kiss n tell tales on active dubs some of it up at my site www.Dannyhaszard.com It cuts both ways,gawd I just love freedom of speech.
Download into your pants creeps.
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Pit Bull dogs
by Schizm ini want to start a discussion about pit bull dogs.
i live next door to a new neighbor who owns an american pit bull dog (also a female of the same breed that's just given birth to three pups).
when i'm in the owner's presence the dog allows me to pet him, but when the owner isn't present the dog acts extremely fierce to the point that i'm scared of him.
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Undaunted Danny
I am a dog lover I had one pit bull it's the only dog I needed a choke chain to control that's all the comparison i need to make. -
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Undaunted Danny
I can provide bumper siickers: www.DannyHaszard.com Silent Lambs has a store: www.silentlambs.org
I am a dog lover I had one pit bull it's the only dog I needed a choke chain to control that's all the comparison i need to make.